Dodgers' reliever Scott Proctor is rather upset with himself after a few substandard outings on the mound, according to The Los Angeles Daily News. He failed to retire any of the five batters he faced in a loss to the Indians on Saturday. "I'm not talking about that," Proctor said. "There is nothing (wrong), and I'm tired of people making excuses and saying I'm hurt. My job is to get outs, and I'm (expletive) pathetic. It's embarrassing to know this team battled like that all day, and I pitched like that. It's (expletive) stupid."