On Wednesday, Curt Schilling tried to silence speculation that he might retire this winter, saying he intends to honor his contract. ?It was a slip,? said Schilling yesterday before the Sox? series finale against the Tampa Bay Devil Rays at Fenway. ?To hold us accountable for things we say within one hour after the game should be illegal. ?The last thing I wanted to do was drop that bomb to the media and have my wife find out that way. My marriage is not that secure.?