Red Sox starter Daisuke Matsuzaka, who will have Tommy John surgery at some point this week, spoke to the media on Sunday. Matsuzaka hesitated for long stretches before answering questions about his feelings and his often frustrating tenure in Boston. "I was told the ligament is torn. To fix it perfectly I need surgery. That's why I'm having surgery. It's my first time getting an operation. All I can say is that I am very shocked," Matsuzaka said. The pitcher's contract with Boston runs through the 2012 season. Asked if he thinks he'll be able to pitch again for the Red Sox, Matsuzaka said, "I have a little bit of anxiety. All I can do is do my best [to rehab] and come back to the game as soon as I can."